You may see my social media and think that I come across as this really upbeat person, you may also notice that I have not been posting on my blog or on my social media as often as I usually do.
And that is simply because I am not really in the mood or feeling the want to post anything positive or negative. I am going to be really honest with you and say that I am not feeling happy at the moment.
I have been a Journalism Graduate since 2016 and I have still not found my perfect job, I have had interviews just never made the final cut. Instead, I have been working part-time in this same job for four years and I hate it. I actually feel broken and tiered from this job and I wish I could leave but I can’t as I don’t have a new job to go.
I am used to having a routine and being busy and creative all the time and now I am not. All I have is a part-time job and my blog- if I didn’t have that then I would not know what to do.
I feel like I have become a shadow of my former self, don’t get me wrong I will have good days and bad days but when I am having a bad day like today I feel rubbish. I feel so low and I have no idea what to do and how to fix this problem.
I hope things will one day get better, I can’t spend another 4 years being unhappy. Something has to be done.
Gemma's Journey 